i hated myself

i hated myself for being sick eveytimes why i cant be heathy all the times telll me!!!!! I HATED MYSELF !!!!! i wan to be active all the time but cannot why~!!!!!!!!

I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF I HATED MYSELF !!!!!!!